I was once happy here,
I was once sure of my life.
You took that away and now I´m
It didnt stop, cheating online,
it didnt stop, or us began.
I gave you a chance to do something
to think, to choose.
All I have to say,
you will loose.
I looked old pictures and cried.
In those pics I smiled!
Now I feel like a fool
and keep on crying.
Why did you have to break us,
Was I too much?
I´m way too tired to care anymore,
I need to move on.
I really wanted this to work, once.
Now, I dont think that we can fix a thing
cause for you theres online bing
I´m so angry, for waisting good life
I have to think, has it all been a lie?
And what makes me even more angry is,
You let me be happy once.
Falling from that was and is tougher that you think
but I will survive, I´m stronger than you believe.
I hate you for giving and taking
I hate you for playing with my life.
Soon I will be free,
and yes darling, so will you too, you see.
Free to chat, free to do what ever you want.
I will be free to just heal and live
Yes, heart broken, but yet..
no lies, no doubts.
You know, those take so much energy!
Wish I could say, hope you feel that some day too..
But I dont want this for no one, not even for you.
So once was us and happiness, now it´s just...