My legs felt heavy, but I needed to sort of clean my mind at the same.
I got a bit worried in day time, when I was walking...Usually that´s a relaxing- time for me. Yesterday...my heart was beating so fast...and I was feeling like a bug in tar!
Too much everything...was too much.
So, I started to clean. I put some my favorite music and started. Trust me, those kittens are making real mess! But you know! Two kittens left yesterday, so all is left is our family now. I cant even begin to tell, how relief I am! Now it´s "only" two kittens (yep, kept two...) 2 big cat´s and 2 dogs. :D Thankfully we have a big house.....
One picture really can tell the whole story.. :D
Now.... today... I´m trying to reset my mind. All those negative and angry thoughts, that are hurting me..well, those are real things, but my attitude. Can I make it better? And yes, I can. I need to work on that. Need to give some mercy for me.....
This quote is one of my favorite. So true...
Back to more me, more positive person. It won´t happen over night, but I´m starting now. Step by step. Funny, that training your body is much easier that working with your mind. That´s a hard work!
And Launna, thank you for being there. I know, I havent been too active lately..but you are in my thoughts!!