But!! Not giving up. I know, this country can be tough, people here has to be even tougher to beat this melancholic time.
I go to walk my walks with headlight. I dont see much, just a small area, but that enough for me. I see enough not to break my ankles ;).
In our gym, we have lights.
At home we have lights.
And we have candles.
And I have good news.
I´m going in next month to new model agency!!!! Really!!!! I sent two pictures, which I took at home, without make up.. and really didnt know, what to expect. I´m not old, but in that industry I am. But if there´s a will, there´s a way! They wanted me there! And not as a xl-model... ad model! I use to be one, long time ago. So, all this hard work with myself... there´s one price :)
Now I need to pay attention for my mental-side... there´s a big oops. I have been working so hard with everything else, that lately.. just being tired in mentally. One thing, where I know that well is...hard to sleep. I could be tired, but when I go to bed: no sleep. So..I have to take that seriously, too.
Next week..Christmas. It´s going to be different for us, because my mother in law went to that hospital yesterday. And she´s going to stay there long time. Just..need to take care of us all and remember, why we have Christmas.
But it is dark out there. So, small lights is needed.
Usually there´s snow and for that reason a bit brighter. Now, they said that in next Sunday could be +9C...in December! It should be -9C... normally. Wow. Mother nature is gone wild and changed everything! There´s some mushrooms growing in our yard. In December... :D I really dont know, what to think about that! Believe me, normally we do snow work and freeze here. Now...it´s more like bad summer? Again..wow. Interesting times ahead.
I took this picture, as I sit here and write. Our only light time now... not too bright, though...
Little snow is in my wish- list now... :D
Do you understand now, why Finland is in top 3 countries to drinking lot´s of coffee? We need to stay awake...
Ok, enough this bemoaning! That dosent help. Cup of coffee and off I go.. so much to do. Or maybe I go to sofa for a minute... ;)
Oh I´m sorry, coudnt resist...... :D I love this country! I do! :)