Can´t even begin to imagine, how you feel...I know, that I feel bad.. all the hope for you!
I was walking today, and the weather is more or less fog, grey and dark. But there´s so much beauty in that! It´s like land of dreams.. walking in fairy tail...mystery with good intention.
That fresh air, that I was breathing... things, that I knew were there but because the fog, didnt saw...beautiful! I took some pictures with my phone, so quality is not the best..but I think that you can see, what I mean:
(And that first pics... I went to store and the road was more like highway to some new place!)
There´s beauty in every weather, for me. It dosent have to be sunshine all the time...
Like in life.