Here in Finland, like in so many countries.. came and shall come still, lot´s of refugees from different countries. Distress dosent look time, and when this all happen.. our own government made a list of cuts, to save... that list is, yes, necessary for our economy. But it hurt...since our county is about in top 5 to being the most expensive country in Europe.
So...people got angry, still are. I do understand that, too.
So...here we have our own mess..then reading about Syria. Wow.... and also, Russia, next to us. Truly, I don´t know, what´s cooking there.
So...small Finland and smaller me...I´m both angry and confused. Don´t know what to think. Who to believe. And..of course, worried our own safety. This is real, all is happening now.
For me this is quite stressful, because I care about people. For me, in this world...there´s so much pain, hunger...bombs...too much. And I can´t do nothing!!! That make´s me...cry.
Oh yes, I´m happy with my own life, all good here. Family and everything... my safe place...
It feels like..we are waiting, that something is going to happen. What? I don´t know...but there´s so many places, where is too hot now.
So.. don´t know... cant hide, but have to think how to balance my feelings... do you understand? Am I taking things too much to me? Maybe... but since it´s all over different medias.. that´s why I don´t go to facebook anymore. People there are also fighting... who´s right or wrong..opinions about things... friends are fighting about those... no. Not gonna go there now. Maybe never.. saving myself at least little. Ok, here was, what has been in my heart and mind :D Maybe it will get easier, if I just write about my thoughts and share those... I don´t believe that I´m all alone with these things...