Gosh, I have missed writing! Let me tell you, I found some new capabilities of me during this ride! I learned to stand up for me. I learned to say, what I think. Also, I learned to be more humble in front of different things. And..I learned, how I love this family of mine.
I have witness healing, power of love... also, how cruel can some people can be. Those, who you didnt think that understand: they did. Those, who you thought that will understand.. didnt.
Now, I´m standing in a stronger ground. I know, that there will be challenges in life, that´s a way of life. But after storms there will be sun again.
So, here I am. Drinking coffee and thinking. One of our dogs next to me and others sleeping somewhere. Peace...
Something about my program:
As I started my diet and workout half years ago, I have lost so much both kilos and centimeters. I truly have. In pictures I can see that, also others can see that. I´m both happy and... not. Why? I have been mad for me. Why did I put that weight at the beginning! Yep, my ankle was broken and I couldnt walk in half years... There´s a reason. But I´m doing something now! And I´m not appreciating results too well..... That, I have to change.
From mirror I dont see the woman that I am now, I see that who I was. That, who I didnt wanted to see. Maybe, I need (and I do) see the woman that I am now. I have worked hard enough, and yes...I can see even good muscles there ;) My body has shaped up. Now I´m in same spot that I was before I hurt my ankle, but yet... different from mirror. I have shoulders, with muscle. My frames are way different than before. My back is really different...there´s muscle, not fat!
Sometimes it´s hard to see results, for me at least.. so, my next goal with me is: appreciate what you have done! Be proud, be grateful... be kind to yourself.
Yes, you: You are awesome! <3