Yesterday, my mother in law had a stroke. My husband, her son, went to meet her before work. She was in bad shape... so, of course to ambulance and hospital. Now, we dont know, what will happen and what the future will bring. Can she walk, talk... we dont know.
Just in last Monday we spent so great day with her: we went shopping. Had a good time....
Then...stroke. Woop, so fast thing change.
First, I was in shock. Then... I knew... this moment here...it´s now. I´m healthy. I can do things to help me stay like that. I can walk. I can talk.....
I came from walk minute ago. First I was busy to just go and I looked my watch. Then I started to look around... blue sky...beautiful! White clouds travelling... birds are busy... air is fresh...All good!
I have my fears, as everybody. Those small fears, that are not big, maybe..but keeps you in one place. In summer I have this one big fear: bees. Yep.... I need to let it go. It is keeping me for enjoying my summer. That´s stupid!
We really cant be sure about tomorrow, nor today. Never cant be too sure, what will happen next. Next moment is not promised!
So.... as I go to gym next...I shall enjoy simply because I can. And when my family is home and all pack is complete.. I shall appreciate it. Every breath, every word..every bird. Time to live with every sense! No matter do I sit at home or am I outside. Every moment is precious, even time can make it feel sometimes little boring. I´m still here, alive. I have that gift, gift of life. And...that is something to appreciate for!