Last week went so fast, that I really didnt had too much time to write. Training and working in yard took so much time, in the end of the day I was sooo tired.
Now it´s Saturday and outside is quite cold, so time to sit here and write. And think.
One of my goals is training. I´m in good process to do that. Lifting more, loving that more. Still far from where I want to be one day. So, there´s work still to do. I know, I have to work little harder, not just settle and perform somehow. I need to challenge me. Sometimes...I can go under the fence, cause it´s easier.... Now I wont do that.
My man build awesome rack for us: squat rack. Made from strong wood. I have to say...He´s so good to make things happen. That rack will stay there until the end of time!
This was the start....
And here´s the result!:
That´s a movable board for abs. Love it!!!
Ok, that´s one goal. Then harder...what then? I need to have more goals in my life. I do have one....but I dont know why..or maybe I do...I havent done it lately. My book. I havent bee writing it....I just could´nt ...I have been taken my laptop and opened it...then nothing. I went to facebook or something else. I didnt know, how to write. Still dont, but I have a hunch. But that came too much for me, and all the time it was still in my head: I want to write it.
I have been thinking, was it too much then, when I started? Too much scars? And...is it too much now.... now when I have let go from my past. Should I change the subject? And if so....what shall I write?
So, there´s my goal now...to think subject and execute it. I need to think that hard, because I really dont want to live in past anymore..... Maybe, I have something else to say? Something more...positive? There´s my goal now.
Something to think about... :)