Dont get me wrong, that was great opportunity and still want to do that! I do, and one day I will.
I just cant sell me or my heart... when I write, I want to write from my heart, the text should look like me. So I truly can stand behind it.
I listened my heart, it said not now. With someone, someday yes..not now and not like this.
So, here I am, again with you and so happy about it. I dont need to be cold and tough to make it, I wanna be me :)