Also listening some news...sad things, in Ukraine. I just hope...pray..that everyting´s gonna be ok.
But about those butterflys! I have whole swarm of those now! Weirdest part is that i dont know, where those came from.
One thing is, what I know: tomorrow I´m having 2 package of new summer clother! So great! I think..that..I´m a clothing holist.... ;)
But...could it be that, I started to think yesterday about my happiness more? Seriously. I strted to take it for real. There will be always people, who ebvy you..or just want to see you hurting.
I deside yesterday, that I´m NOT gonna take it. No. I´m gonna be happy, even if someone else dosent want.
After I figure that out to myself..I felt this big wave of strongness just coming over me! I knew right there, that I´m strong enought to fight for my happiness. And if I have to make hard
decisions...I´m ready for those, too.
Selfish or not: my life! Also my responsibility.
Also, I started to think about those things, that I already have. I need to be more grateful about those. Really, I do have a lot. Family, home, my pets...rest is material. And I have to say... that is luxyury now. There were days, when I had nothing. So, I do enjoy eg. fashion more now..:)
So...my butterflys, sounds like those came from that decision: I want to be happy! That means also, that I have to make it happen. And that..means action.... so my nervers react for that thought. It´s good, but can it be a little easyer for my stomach ;D
So, fight your right to be happy! I fight next to you.
I think, that I need to go and eat some oat meal. Best medicine for tummy...