I feel actually so calm. Good. Like serenity has fall in me. I was in shop today, needed food etc. And becouse i have to walk with sticks and slowly i truly saw so much more than I normally do. Bananas, mandarins, so colorful!
I took my time to explore things, and I enjoyed every moment. Then it hit me, why this happend: I thought, that I have took it easy, but I actually havent. (ok, and that one stone was guilty also..for me to fall;)
I havent took my time to watch. To listen, really listen. Smell all fragrance, that comes from herbs in store...so wonderful!!! I have just rushed in store and fast away. Like in so many more things. Reading, with my puppies... my body was here, mind? No. Somewhere far far away.
Today I have focused on more in small things. That happend naturally, I didnt have to even think about that. All I needed was to notice it.Such a big lesson, really! And that gives ne so much more, more joy for my senses!!! There´s beauty in everywhere..one have just look. Stop running and look.
I can say, that i respect more my life, health, everything, more now.
To be here and now...thats what I do now.
I have all the time in world and because I cant go anywhere...I dont have to be nowhere but here. Living my life.
Like I have said before ( I belive in this) that everything has some purpose, something to learn... I belive that now I found mine. Atleast piece of it. Maybe there´s more, if I just keep my eyes open?
Nothing in this life is foregone conclusion, not walking, not hearing. If one not respect that..oh well, mother nature will find a way to teach?
*You dont know, what you have untill it´s gone* So true.