Melancholia is my home then. Creative people feels everything so strongly, maybe too so sometimes. Like now, i have this racking pain in my heart. Why? I need my love. I feel like i´m trapped in my own mind. Stomping but nor going anywhere with my life. Sad songs are the best.Missing my lover is my muse.
And you know what? Now i´m in my best for writing. Crazy! And my "normal" moodis still being so poitive, laughing and happy. But those, who know me best..i guess you do, too.. knows that my serious side is there too. And that, want to have long conversations with someone. Oh, of course happy one, too!
Sometimes, in this life now..i feel somehow..weard? To feel like this. It really takes samekind people around to understand. For "normal" people is so hard to understand..and that´s ok, we all have so different things to do and feelings to feel.
Maybe just... ok, need my pain..and happyness...but need more balance...? Oh, sweet pain...oh, sweet love...:) I guess i´m a bit wild child, who needs understanding. Grown woman and inner child is out there... wants to go to swing...with high heels. Yep. That´s me. Do you have same feelings? If do, let me know..i dont want to be alone ; D