Things are just..standing, and my stomach, my nerves are done.
Oh, no, not such a dramatic way, but i´m crying so easy, and not so easy to eat. So, that´s my body telling me, that need to do something, my mind is´nt happy.
Instead looking someting to blame, I´m gonna focus all my energy to listen myself.
There are so many things i love, so many things that i desire. Not items, but feelings, things to do, to create!!!
I have always admired peoples skills to do e.g music. Wow!!
It´s good to have home, of course. Relationship, good too. Here comes that word: BUT: if it comes to that, that i give up my dreams, and expectations are, that i sit at home??? No. Not gonna work.
So, now I´m gonna be "selfish" (that is good sometimes!!) and start to look forward. Couse only i can determine, what´s good for me, and so i have to take responsibility, too.
I started this day with migraine, but not gonna end my day with it ;))
I dont write so much now, couse... i cant see the screen so well, but.. i will be back...
Have a nice day all