These few days have been really confusinq. I have been up and down and up again.
Like a roller coaster. And Without reasonable reason. I've been crying, laughing. I have been angry, short temper, not fair.
I have been remembering, planning, doing so much things to tired up my body. And funniest thing is, that l dont know, what i have think or plan about!?
I have felt, like victim of something. Something emotional attach!
like today. Weather was so great, sun was shining. Everything soppouse to be ok. And I? I was down all day, like some martyr.
My dear partner in this grazy life had made me special sauna. I have to tell you, that every muscle i have was hurting.
So I went to sauna and just started to relax. I felt that heat come to my body. I almost fell in sleep.
Then l started to listen myself. I heard a little voice saying.. You are ready to move on. You are ready to take more steps for your future. Frustatet. Thats what i have been. Frustatet to myself.
My body and mind are hunger for New Challenge!
Now I understand that, and l belive that next days are gonna be easyer.
At least I hope so. And if not, I know what is that reason, What makes me feel the way I do.
So have a good night all