keskiviikko 18. huhtikuuta 2012

no expression is depression

That´s the way it goes for me. It´s that feeling, when all seems to be good, still you feel like..you are chrushing under something, something dark. You cant explain it. But if even one people understands you, it is enough to release your creativity free. This is reality of artist´s life :D

When i write, it´s like sinfony. I play piano. I dont hear or see nothing around me then. I just feel those words inside of me and my hands type those in computer. It´s really like music. I usually listen music. I choose it like how i feel, now i´m listening Scorpions, ballads. And when i write, i have that rhythm. It´s like i´m  seducing words. And when i write, it´s like making love.

First i feel some sweet pain, fire is starting to burn. It´s  that kind anxiety, that you can feel burning in your soul, and when i write, it grows bigger, but somehow sweeter... I know, when i´m done, ready to stop. I´m so tired. It´s like orgasm. I go all the way when i write, and every feeling. Hate, love, passion, anxiety, freedom...

That´s how i feel with writing. It´s the air what i breathe, my own lifebuoy. It gives me so much, open so manu things, wakes me up... Shortly: it´s my lover!



 And that´s a smile ;)



Now, i do need food,
so have a great day all
Maarit

5 kommenttia:

  1. Hei Maarit ja kiitos vierailustasi blogissani :) tää on tosi kiva blogi, tein siitä lyhyen postauksen omaani: http://susanna-behindmyeyes.blogspot.com/2012/04/living-my-life.html ! :)

    VastaaPoista
  2. Moi Maarit! Kiitos, kun kävit vierailemassa mun blogissa ja jätit kommenttia :) tää sun on ihana blogi!

    love,
    susanna
    http://susanna-behindmyeyes.blogspot.com/

    VastaaPoista
    Vastaukset
    1. Moikka Susanna! Ja kiitos paljon, kiva kun tykkäät :) itse rustailen kaikenlaista, elämästä yleensä :)Ja hei kiitti postauksesta! :) Sulla on myös äärikiva blogi, tulen varmana lukemaan jatkossa!! Luetaan puolin ja toisin, kiva lukea muiden ajatuksia :)))))

      All the best,
      Maarit

      Poista
  3. That was beautiful!And I understand that!

    VastaaPoista
  4. Thank you so much, and i kind of hoped that.

    VastaaPoista

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