Everybody has some reason to do this, and mine is to tell little bit of my book, what i´m writing, and also talk about panic disorder. That is the main subject of my book. How to survive from it. And everything, that it brings with, depression, messing you´re life, doing some stubid choices.
I was a real partyanimal between 1986-1991. VIP everywhere, party with celebritys, money, status. But i was handeling my life. Having fun, dancing almost every night. That was my passion, and still is, dancing. And fashion! Woh, still loving it.
|me about 1990|
|me about 1993|
That part of my life stopped 1991, when my mother passed away. Cancer was the reason. I started to suffer from panic disorder. After 1991 i started to live a real grazy way. I did things, that i´m not proud of, but now i´m stonger becouse of thouse happening.
I lost my father 2 years ago, and i promised to him to do this, write a book. Also i really wanna help others, give some hope. I know, that i already have done that with few people. and it felt good!!!
This band has been my comforter, my strength during some really bad times <3